In borders without time

Today I'm very confused ... mixed feelings of sadness that makes it difficult.. I think I'm playing with fire .. I thought I was in borders without time. my wings took me to a beautiful new place.. whether that's real or not, I do not know! I almost fell off .... its all going to change .. I need a flower every day, but my garden is rarely used to give. now my wings brought me to this place beautiful.. but still unreal.. Flower stems are still low, but I like it .. but I'm afraid to pick it up .. because I still have a beautiful garden, although I could have caught this place ... I'll forget .. I have to go back, stayed in my old garden until whenever, it is my promise ..