Hi :)

This blog is the outpouring of my heart, I like writing , but maybe not one of my dreams to become a writer.
I just follow my heart in writing something, I feel free without burden in my heart

Minggu, 10 Oktober 2010

that I am, what I feel

This time I feel so sick ...
there is only pain in my heart ..
I want to cry ...
but my tears come out so hard .....
I'm sad again ....
I want to cry ...
remembering your smile for the first time that made me forget about him ..
I like the shape of your nose ..
always remember your joke makes me laugh loudly ...
and one day I seeing as you tease her in front of me ...
you like her in front of me ...
you say it in front of my eyes ....
and you who have destroyed my heart again ...
everything has gone as usual ..
rejection and heartache ..
I feel it but you don't..
I'm sick ...
just me who broke..
just because of YOU ...
person who do not understand my feelings just because PHYSICAL ...
people who see only from the appearance ...
without know how precious this feeling for me ...
just for me
every night I passed with sadness and tears ...
Did you know that?
you realize it is there?
what's fault?
until I have to be like a fool in your eyes ..
so I just accept pain ...
well just me who remember it ...
did you ever accept me?
I just want to be accept ..
as a girl who has feelings
as a person who deserves to have this feeling